my mom says she realized I wanted to be a girl when I was four. She has tormented me over my dypshoria my entire fucking life. I am 32 years old and she is still sending me videos about finding jesus and detransitioning. The pain I feel in my heart is genuinely unbearable. I'm a fucking manmoder what is the point of sending me detransition videos when I haven't even transitioned. I want to die I can't take it any more
my mom says she realized I wanted to be a girl when I was four. She has tormented me over my dypshoria my entire fucking life. I am 32 years old and she is still sending me videos about finding jesus and detransitioning. The pain I feel in my heart is genuinely unbearable. I'm a fucking manmoder what is the point of sending me detransition videos when I haven't even transitioned. I want to die I can't take it any more