I have the ability to be a cute twink and yaoi-max (i like femininity but pussy is gross)or i could listen to my intrusives and take estrogen and be a transbian
I prob won't chop my pp off, just cage it and let it shrink
im so scared of getting more masculine. i turn 20 this year and im supposed to go bald
i wanna do hrt either way, i just worry once i start "she'll" come back. and i dont know whether "her" or I came first.
if i am a repper, will hrt make me happier?
i already gaslighted myself into liking being a boy, but i know that won't last with age. im just scared it's just me being autistic and not really a girl inside