
For reference, this is a personal question. I'm in my late 20s now, started HRT at 22, and got FFS and SRS. My dysphoria is still that bad. I don't know how to accept not being a cis woman and mentally my dysphoria has me right back to the constant suicidal thoughts. I can't cope about things getting any better with time anymore.
Is there any reason to keep this shit up?