if God allows me to pass after FFS and allows me safe passage through this life I think it will be my mission to pay it forward to pay for someone else's FFS or help people in some way to show my gratitude to Him.and yes i know its sorta contradictory to be a troon and believe in Jesus and God but i feel their presence in my life. also obv im non denominational and i need to read the bible soon because just "feeling them in my life" isn't enough