last year when i was in my last relationship, my gf and i were having sex when i noticed ticks were on our apartment ceiling dropping onto our bed trying to bite us. how did ticks get into our apartment? i knew exactly how, because she insisted on spending all afternoon in a dangerous wooded area down the street full of snakes, poison ivy, and of course ticks, after i warned her it would be a bad idea to go down there.
i saw one had already bitten me, so i decided to get up, cover all my skin, and kill all the ticks i could find. she wanted to keep having sex and was annoyed i didn’t want to. it took me hours of searching the apartment for all the ticks. i admittedly scolded her a bit harshly for bringing them into our apartment when we already had enough problems (mold, broken kitchen sink, gas leak).
by the time i was all done finding and killing all the ticks i could, it was 1am, i was sweaty as fuck under my hoodie and sweatpants, exhausted, & upset. i just wanted to go to sleep. normally i’m up for sex like, literally 100% of the time, but this was a rare occasion that i didn’t, and i told her i didn’t wanna pick up where we left off.
i go to sleep, and a couple hours later, i wake up to a very painful feeling. my gf is fingering me in my sleep. i ask what the fuck she’s doing, and she unashamedly told me she just put a delta 8 suppository in there. i freaked out. i already don’t react well to weed, but having delta 8 forcibly boofed started making me have absolutely nightmarish hallucinations very fast. hallucinations she makes worse by telling me shit to freak me out more.
i was crying on the floor from the hallucinations when she sat down on the space chair in front of me, grabbed me by the hair, and pulled my face in towards her dick, forcing me to suck it.
basically, did i deserve to get raped for complaining about her bringing ticks into the house? maybe she was just trying to bring me some new friends, and i shouldn’t have been so ungrateful.