I can work out as hard as I can to get a feminine body, train a flawless passing voice, learn all there is to learn about makeup and get an amazing skincare and haircare routineYet none of this effort will matter in the slightest, because I was cursed with an abomination of a lchin that will always mark me as an obvious male. Because of this mark and being a poor thirdie, I’ll never be able to afford FFS either. My fate is to be a statistic. How do I cope with this?