>fp wants to see me happy >fp says "dont focus the bad/ugly things, think in happy thinks only"
>me remembering phisical and verbal abuse in school
>me remembering every time when extrangers look at me in "that" way
>me remembering every new about another suicidal/murder qt boy/girl
>me remembering every mocke at me because "im not exactly a man/woman"
excume but, im a kind of joke for they?