That I made my femboy bf start HRT and get SRS?I didn't want him to twinkdeath so I made him start HRT. Paid for him to go through proper channels and lie about dysphoria.
After a couple of years together I got kind of bored of anal and tired of waiting for him to prep and stuff, I wanted something I could use whenever. I paid for him to get SRS. This was about a year ago.
Anyway a couple of weeks ago I noticed him kind of inspecting himself in front of the mirror and it made me think about how he has never once expressed any trans thoughts. He still goes by he/him, he still presents as a man in his daily life. I thought about how nightmarish it would be to be castrated like that. How do bottoms feel about that, could they be happy in that situation or would they also be horrorified at the idea of living as a completely emasculated boy?