I’ve been on e for one year. I am able to get hard with cialis but I cannot even get close to ejaculating with someone. I can only cum in deep meditative gooner mode when alone. It requires a lot of concentration and sometimes I just give up because it’s too hard to achieve.
I enjoyed anal before transition. I never ejaculated from it but I’d like milk cum out and it felt good. Now my prostate has shrunk and I can’t get any pleasure from anal. But I still do it.
My sex is mostly a performance to please the other person and feel intimacy. I will never feel much sexual pleasure with someone again and it makes me feel less human.