>be me>have a femboy i know and like try multiple times to come onto me
>enjoy it and wanna kiss him to finally lock it in
>today he comes over early morning both had the day off work so not a big deal
>same deal again
>admiring his ebony beauty
>may as well have a pussy with how feminine he looks
>start to talk about how much I love him but I struggle to with anxiety and can’t kiss him
>says he understands
>feel extreme relief
>once I try to kiss him again i actually manage to kiss him without panicking
>he gets a little excited and sits on my lap arms around my neck
>goes for another kiss
>managed to keep my cool again
>eventually I have my hands up his sweater and on his ass
>rock solid
>get a little more frisky with him
>he makes a move panties come off and he’s on top of me
>retard.wav
>” I can’t do this”
Hurts to make eye contact
>tells me “too far into this anon, not backing down”
>had sex with him
>noisy boy so I had to cover his mouth
>hold his hand while rearranging his guts
>make eye contact
>ohfuck
>perfect puppy eyes from him felt my heart drop because of it no lust In his eyes genuine love
>blow my load
>he gives me one last kiss
>”you’re my boyfriend now”
>feelsgoodman
>victory music playing in my head
I did it anons I overcame my anxiety and put this boy in his place. He’s still in my house making me breakfast he looks like a cute little housewife has this huge smile on his face. Gonna marry and cherish this boy
Thanks for everyone who actually had faith in me, love you guys