I am a cis f lesbian. For the longest time I've been having a fantasy that I like to call the stressful morning fantasy.I want to watch as a trans girl wakes up early and hurries to get ready for work. Her stomach is upset and she rushes to the bathroom to go for a fat shit. I want it to be messy and smelly. I want her to be embarrassed at how much comes out. She is worried about being late to work and is generally just very silly. She can't fully control her own bowel movements.
Ideally I would be inside the walls observing without her even being able to see me. However I would want to be able to smell the mess she made. If the was okay with it I would gently pat her head as she sat on the toilet just to show her she's doing a good job.
I don't have a lot of money but I would be willing to pay $500 to experience this at least once.