>sometimes have thoughts about that trans women can be sexy, attractive and better sexual partners (they give better head, for example)>cannot really fap to tranny porn because there's a fucking COCK instead of a juicy pussy and they basically don't really like look like women but more like "inbetween"
>end up just fapping thinking about cis women or fapping to hetero porn
>but still repeat the cycle over and over again
What the fuck is wrong with me? Seriously. Help.