>be me>have amazing bf for last 5mo
>literally my dream guy, could not ask for better
>sex is great, he's fit,good job, etc
>can't stop thinking about cuddling cis girls
>cis girls flirting with him makes me mauld not only because hes mine but, giwtwm
>tried to 42% at the beginning of this year over feeling incapable of having a cis gf before getting with bf
My bf is the best thing that has ever happened to me but I still find myself desiring a cis gf so much it makes me wanna throw up. I trooned out at 15 and gym 3 times per week so it's not like I'm fat nor do i get no/misgendered but cis women would never love a tranny r-right? Men take care of me and their interests align much closer to mine..it's not like I'm not attracted to men..less attractive physically than women yea, but I love my bf and want to be with him.
How do i make make the gay thoughts stop?