>25>"artist" (neet)
>repped for a really long time and only started transitioning fairly recently (nearly a year now. Knew i was a girl for a long time, don't want to talk about it)
>still distinctly male in appearance
>basically have nobody and nothing to do, only one or two friends, etc
All I do is smoke weed, and try not to kill myself, which is getting harder and harder to do. I got put on more meds recently, but everything feels utterly and totally joyless most of the time, and I'm so despairingly lonely, nobody's ever going to see me as the woman I am, it's tragic, I want to die.