I need to rant, I will probably never come back to this thread.I have had the most shittiest year of this dead relationship, and I don't think it'll get better.
Girlfriend is a fucking NEET, and she used to not be one, but she became so mentally ill that she did.
She has hobbies and does things that could actually earn her money, but she's so mentally ill she can barely get out of her room.
She's fucking dragging me down with her as well. Because despite us being poly, I can't pursue other people cause it huwts her poor wittle feewings. Can't start HRT myself cause she wants to be there for my first injection. I couldn't even afford it in the first place because god forbid I don't spend my money on her.
The cherry on top of this is that I'm the only one who's ever tried to put in the effort. I don't have a job but at least I go to fucking college, better then whatever the fuck she can accomplish.
I can't leave her because she will probably fucking kill herself.