>Wanted to be female since I was five or six>Do not want to be a trans woman
>Dislike LGBT community since it's full of genuinely insane people
>Dislike insane/degenerate fetishes
>Just want to get married, have kids, be normal
>I'm a 6'2" moderately attractive man with a full beard
I've repressed this since I was put through conversion therapy when I was twelve. My desire to be a woman isn't sexually motivated, I might be asexual, so it's not AGP. I always wanted to be a mother. How do I proceed from here? I'm pretty sure I'd lose all of my friends if I transition and I don't think I'd find more, because the sort of people who are accepting of this sort of thing are typically unlikeable to me.