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Hello, sorry for my bad english, english is not my first language so please bear with me.
Hi I'm bee and I'm having a lot of sexual thoughts about my crush and I think that is wrong and forbidden. But I can't stop dreaming of her and we are doing those sexual thing. I don't want to have those thoughts of her because I know I love her wholeheartedly and I don't wanna think about her that way. Can someone help me stop this please?