It’s just so hard to keep going… I feel uncomfortable in my body. I’ve been on HRT for 3 years, but don’t feel my changes have been substantial.I have no friends… family has cut me off… and I fear I’m about to lose my GF, as well as housing if that happens…
I’m in a dead end for jobs… working retail making next to nothing, but no experience to get a better job or finances to get a degree or something.
Can’t afford to switch housing… afraid I may be about to lose mine. I can afford rent, but I can’t afford deposit and such with it…
It’s been this way for years now… it’s not gotten better, and it’s not getting better. I’ve tried therapy and meds, they don’t help. SSRIs do nothing for me…
I seriously want to just end everything… but yet in scared. How bad does it get before I plan or commit… I’m scared of the idea of the pain of taking myself out. Perhaps someone has suggestions for a truly painless method…