I used to feel comfortable expressing my sexuality in nsfw spaces, but ever since I've been on E (8 months now), I've felt more or less uncomfortable with it. Like people are going to use the fact that I love having sex with men and getting backblasts until I'm left a stuttering, brainless, dribbling mess against me. I also just feel more scared of men who openly express themselves sexually to begin with, like, seeing them be all horny makes me uncomfortable, unless I trust them and feel safe around them. Actually, I find male sexuality more scary in general now.What exactly is happening to me?