> be me > ftm puppyboy
> have two boyfriends
> one indulges the puppy stuff, haven’t told the other
> bf has great dick, treats me like a dog during sex (calls me mutt, puppy, pets behind my ears, makes me pant etc.)
> absolute loser otherwise, kind of creepy, admitted to recording his cousin in the shower when he was like 15 (we’re 18)
> break up with him eventually
> in the process start talking to other bfs girlfriend
> start dating, now have bf and gf
> gf is trans, tell her abt puppy stuff
> really good owner, treats me like a dog almost all the time
> admits she’s also a puppy, switch occasionally
> break up with bf (unrelated)
> she breaks up with him for the same reason, and asks to take a break
> say sure, probably won’t get back together but that’s fine
> new bf, tell about the puppy stuff
> he’s cool with most aspects (praise, degrading etc) but iffy about puppy stuff
> try talking to old gf
> dry, says she’s just busy
> try to talk again, same thing
not to be dramatic but i think i’m getting ouppy withdrawals,,,, i’ve thought about just straight up telling her if she doesn’t want a relationship that’s cool, i just kinda need someone to indulge me in this. idk if that would come of weird or desperate or wtv. plus im pretty sure she has a gf now so idk if i’d seem weird for asking. idk mane