Hear my tale of sorrow>be bi cis man
>top women
>kinda power bottom for men
>fem presenting people make my heart flutter more often
>like bottoming more though
>first serious bf is qt femboy, until he gets toxic af
>we break up, I stop dating for a year
>he dies of a heroin OD
>end up engaged to a woman
>we move into a new place together
>she's a hoarder, like my abusive mother
>fuck this I'm out, vaginas are gross anyway
>dont like sub/dom stuff because its too mean
I come across as a "straight" man because this shit is all performative anyway. Fuck gender norms. I like my dingdong. I like pretty things, including women. I also like woodworking and home improvement and nerdy dude stuff.
>type 1 diabetic since 1yr old(pancreas no work kind, not twinkie kind)
>body dysphoria from cgm and pump
Am I just asking too much for a partner who's a girl with a dick? People call me a chaser and make me feel sad.