Even cis lesbians hate trans women. ntr4ctr once proved this by making a reddit post on r/AskLesbians titled "Is it weird for a straight man to want to be a lesbian?". The post had no description, it only had that title, and all of the replies were negative. They all read "Why would you want to be a lesbian? To sleep with other lesbians? You fucking weirdo." and things of that nature. Cis lesbians might claim to support trans women, but they only do so in theory. Unless they hear the magic word "trans" being used to describe the ASE, they'll show their true feelings,, which are feelings of utter disgust and hatred. They have essentially programmed themselves to see ASE behavior as alright, as long as it's displayed by a "trans women". There is no hope for acceptance as an ASE. Even as a 5'2 post-op passoid youngshit, cis women will only ever see you as a fetish object, the same way bipedos see feminine guys. We're just something unusual and exotic, we're not real women and we never will be in their eyes.
t4t is the only way to go, but that wont work forever because it's impossible to live when you know that the entire world hates you and sees you as a Buffalo Bill degenerate that loves raping lesbians.
If I were just gay or asexual I wouldn't have to deal with any of this. I only wanted to love and be loved by women, but I can't even talk to them without feeling like an evil predator. And I can't tell them why because they'd want me dead if they knew I was an ASE rapehon.
Fuck sex and fuck sexuality. It fucking ruined my life.