>first kiss at 6 >first time living alone at 10
>start smoking at 11
>bully broke my nose with a brick at 13
>first time at 14
>first time drunk at 14
>first fight at 15
>first time I smoke weed at 15
>first second time at 16
>finish high school at 17
>first job at 18
>almost died at 18
>start hrt at 19
and 6 years later I still don't pass and I don't have the enough money to pay for ffs, it's like when you think your life will be special but it ends up being shit because of your environment, I have a house, a car, and I study college online, my parents are paying my expenses, but paying a ffs would cost the same as a third of the value of my house, the university I'm going to is shit and I'm not learning anything, and I hate this in general, any ideas on how to improve my situation?