how fucked am I?

might be ftm
30 y/o
height 5'10
under bust 43 inches
waist 45 inches
hips 48 inches
hairline receded 2 inches up my scalp in my early 20s to make a very prominent widow's peak.
thick body hair from collarbone to ankles.
gonna start a t blocker and finn soon to see if anything happens to make me more hopeful, but it feels pretty hopeless.