I need some input from people equally brainwormed as me, might also ask an irl trans friend of mine but idk if she'll get it. Basically I'm taking this first aid class and I didn't realize when I signed up that a lot of it has hands on practice components and I really really don't want to make anyone uncomfortable so Im thinking about just the dropping the class. I don't want people to think that i signed up cause I'm creepy, I don't want people to feel forced to partner with me or be like the last one chosen cause no one wants to be touching/touched by a tranny. Idk what to do, the class is interesting and i need the credit but I could find an alternative. I'm not sure if I'm just super self hating but I'm really stressed out, I feel like if i don't drop I'm just gonna be seen as creepy and annoying. I don't really want to email the teacher to ask about this cause she probably can't be honest about how she feels about it cause of like title nine stuff. I have no idea what to do. I think taking the class could be useful, it's definitely information I want to know. But I feel like forcing other people to physically interact with a trans person just because I want to take the class is creepy and I should just drop. Also for more information about me I don't really pass, like twinkhon at best, but also not awful and I have decent hygiene and all that. Don't have a great voice but I am visibly trying to voice train so idk where that lands. And I don't come off like hsts or anything that might make people more comfortable but I also dont think i come off as creepy imo.Am I insane. This feels insane. Maybe I should just drop the class. Maybe me thinking about it this much is a sign of my own inherent creepiness because if I weren't creepy it wouldn't have occured to me.