Gay i guess guy here. I met a dude a few months ago on a site about obscure game stuff, and it shocked me how similar we were. We loved the same youtubers, played the same games, reminisced on old stuff like gmod things and someordinarygamers haunted gaming series years ago. I told him i really liked him, he said he felt the same about me. Then he asked advice about a girl he was seeing. I told him i didnt have any but just go with the flow. I asked him some questions to try and figure out if he was into guys, but found he wasn't. Why did the world do this to me. I'd give him my soul if i could. My heart feels really heavy inside. i respect who he is and will cherish him as a friend. i just wish he could love me. i know this board is just filled with loads of mentally ill gender freaks but im just a normal guy in a really bad place right now and i really need advice please. i don't know what i'm going to do.