>got hugboxxed by a bunch of cisbians early in HRT who were supportive but obviously lying about my appearance>was delusional enough to convince myself that you were gonna look like a girl with enough time on HRT
>learned fashion and "girl shit" by using pinterest and twitter way too much with terminally online yuribrained lesbos and theys
>now androgynous honmoder who gets referred to with sir or ma'am interchangeably depending on what im wearing that day
>too autistic to do makeup everyday because of problems with functioning, so i have very little experience with actually putting on some fuckin eyeliner and mascara
>actually fembrained according to my cisF frens, but in an "autistic and queer" way
>basically just look like a stereotypical tranny, cope everyday by trying to "dress like a lesbian"
it's so over girlies
i wanted to be a girl but i trooned into a girlfaggot