>be me>straight cis man
>have only developed romantic feelings for men, but not sexually attracted to them
>like the idea of having AGP but am non dysphoric
i don't like my masculine sexuality. it actually makes me feel really gross whenever i'm not horny. when i'm horny the desire to stick my dick in a pussy is second nature, and i completely fucking HATE myself once i come back to my senses
i don't want to be a man, i hate my own sexuality, i am platonically more interested in the idea of self inserting as a woman and taking it up the ass, but my actual sexuality doesn't match that