i hit twinkdeath at 17 and i've always been very much aware of how masculine and not really attractive i look.however i've not only hit twinkdeath, but morphed into something straight up weird looking.
if i wasn't a fag then i could probably call myself a truecel.
my features are masculine (huge chin, deepset eyes, fucked up jaw, big nose) but not in a handsome way or androgynous-feminine way, but just in an ugly way.
i don't even think there's any way out.
transitioning will turn me into a 6'2 rapehon and repressing will turn me into a bitter unwanted ugly fag.
i guess it's just a very unique situation that i got cursed with and i'll have to rope or learn to cope with being hideous