For the longest time, I’d been bi ever since I had a beat over what it felt like to be attracted to somebody else. So when I started to present as trans, I always had excursions between both sexes.
But I always get to third and fourth base with the guys rather than girls.
Girls are always so intimate and never out for relationships that are all about hookups and sex between each other.
But with guys, I lost my virginity to a guy when I was 17 before we even got to know together. Yet it was so quick it felt kinda obvious that the relationship ended early if he was only after “that” kind of thing.
For my whole dating portfolio, I’ve at least had sex with my guy partners more than twice. Yet I’ve never “sticked it in” inside one of my female partners. And I never had the desire to do so.
I don’t even masturbate as often. Between the HRT lowering my sex drive and my general grossed-outedness towards my penis, I kinda never jerked off. So when it’s time for me to have sex with another guy, my load would squirt so hard it would hit my face.
That was until November 2019 when I had my first orchiectomy. Now my penis kinda feels “just there” so I kinda been thinking about getting a full SRS because frankly I feel less dysphoric without it, and I never really had the opportunity to use it.
Still, it kinda makes me feel bad how unused my wiener is.
It’s never touched a vagina ever, and it will never touch one once I’m done with the surgery.
I kinda wonder what would happen if I underwent surgery tomorrow and my dick still remains a virgin and will die a virgin, never touching the labia of another woman.
While my husband dicks me down in a vagina trying his hardest to impregnate me.